I am crying because I miss you so much You came to my life 40 years ago. The joy and happiness into my heart beginning that day was the start of the most special relationship I would have in my life. To love and care for you, and to feel needed and loved by you in return was the best. You were my world. My son, I miss you more than words can say, I only hope you can feel all of my love.
We'll Never Say Goodbye / Jean (Mom)
I can not see you with my eyes or hear you with my ears. But thoughts of you are with me still and often dry my tears. You whisper in the rustling leaves that linger in the fall and in the gentle evening breeze I am sure I hear your call. A part of you remains with me that none can take away. It gives me strength to carry on at dawning of new day. I think of happy times we shared and then I softly sigh. but this I know- W'll meet again and never say goodbye.
By Larry Howland
The me used to know / Jean (Mom)
My life was filled with many things people, places I must go, I was happy, as many are, I haden't yet lost The me I used to know.
Then came that Autum turned into darkness, empty arms, for the child that I loved so, In losing him, I lost myself The me I used to know.
Through all these years seasons come and seasons go, but as for me, I can never go back and become The me I used to know.
By Lynn McCurday
Memorial/ Jean (Mom)
In loving Memory of John / Jean (Mom)
Loving God, a candle burns in my heart
and warms my soul.
It never flickers. It never wanes.
It is the memory of those I love
who are now at home with you.
I ask you to keep them close to your heart.
Keep them in the bright flame of you love.
Eternal rest grant to them O Lord.
Let perpetual light shine upon them
and may their soul and the souls
of all the faithful departed by
the mercy of God rest in peace
Trust the Creator / Jean (Mom)
May all the tears I cry
and the tears I have not cried
But hold within
Pour forth into your hands.
Thinking of you Angel John!! / Terry-Faiths Mom
September Angels / Jean Fletcher (Mom)
September....The Month you died you left I cried
September....Took you away that dreadful day
September....the moment you left I shall never forget
September....The last hug and kiss forever to miss
September....Memories bittersweet a life incomplete
September....The pain in my heart so torn apart
September....Longing for you is all that I do
September wish you were here another long year
In loving memory of Joey and his heavenly buddies that left in September
Butterfly/ Jean Fletcher (Mom)
Grief is not a sign of weakness,
nor a lack of faith.
It's the price of love.
11 months missing you today / Jean Fletcher (mom)
11 months today God took you to heaven.
Not a single day passes without thinking of you.
Most of all I miss you so much, You were
coming down from condo stairs dressed in tie
you look so handsome I felt so proud. You
are my son and I am your mother.
Why am I still asking questions? You are
gone too soon. Your first word, first step, first
date, first car, your wedding, my first
grandson...now I don't have those measures
with you anymore. All I have is time and it only
seems to make the hurt worse. Emptiness will
never go way. The sun still comes up, I still
have to function; I am stuck with this pain, this
grief and what do I do with it? My passion for
life is gone, I have no fear of death anymore.
This world is so filled with unhappiness, I am
lost and alone. I don't connect with friends
anymore and spend more and more time
alone. I avoid celebrations. I exist now getting
through one day at a time.
My spirit is broken, my heart is shattered.
I am still crying.
I tried calling God today / Jean Fletcher (Mom)
I tried calling God today
To ask him why he took my John away
I couldn't find the right extension
But then for a moment I felt a connection
He said to me...I didn't take him away you see, I've taken him to Heaven with all the angels and me.
He is now an angel flying high in the sky above, His wings are huge and gleaming white like a baby dove.
I know you feel the pain just as everyone else does, but you must know it is all of you that he loves
He is in Heaven on this very special Day, I wanted him with the angels to celebrate.
So try not to be so sad, I know it is hard to be anything near glad.
But he is my Son, my Child, my Angel and is safe with me, he is in Heaven not with his soul at ease.
His soul has lifted and is free at last, There is no more suffering no pain he must grasp.
He is there with you he is in your heart ...he is in Heaven now and has made a new start.
I believe in Angels / Jean (Mom)
If Tears Could Build A Stairway / Jean Fletcher (Mom)
My son / Jean Fletcher (Mom)
On the day God took you
I thought that I would die
I wondered where the time went?
I asked alot of whys??
with people all aroud me
I felt alone inside
From all their words of comfort,
I couldn't seem to hide.
I thought I might be dreaming
that I'd wake and find you here,
I thought"this can't be happening."
As I wiped another tear,
On the day that you were laid to rest
My heart broke yet again,
I wondered if the pain would end,
But mostly, I wondered when??
It's hard to be without you,
At times the days seem long,
Sometimes I just sit crying,
When there's realy nothing wrong,
I wish we'd had more time,
Before your life was done.
I hope your restin peacefully,
My precious one.
Thinking of you Angel John!! / Terry-Faiths Mom (Friend of moms )
Broke my heart / Jean Fletcher (Mom)
It only seems like yesterday since you went
away, God called for you to earn your
Oh how it broke my heart that day!
As time goes by I wonder if things will
get any easier for me...
Why did you have to go away, just tell me
how can this be?
Life can seem so unfair when we lose the
ones we dearly love,
you find yourself wondering just
what you're worthy of.
One minute all you love is there and
In an instance
it's all gone, although I have your
memories, how I carry on?
I know a part of you is still here with me
and will forever be,
Inside my heart I carry you and all your
Each time I feel I am all alone and that
away...I'll look inside this heart of mine,
where you'll forever stay!
by Dawn Elmore
Thinking of you Angel John and your special mom!! / Terry-Faiths Mom (Friend of moms )
ANGELS WATCHING FROM THE SKY!! / TERRY-FAITHS MOM
In Gods Hands we Trust!! Thinking of you Angel John!! / Terry-Faiths Mom