Why must I grieve silently, when my heart is so loudly screaming. The emptiness I feel is comsuming me, Oh God, how I wish I were dreaming.
The silence around me is deafening for nobody knows what to say to comfort this agony. I'm feeling since my son went away.
Each day the sun continues to rise and the earth is still turning though my world has come to a screeching halt no one can ease my yearning.
For a part of me has vanished and a part of my heart had died and no one can hear my heartche or feel the turmoil I carry inside.
And I'll go one grieving silently and exist on a different plane and I"ll keep my love for him deep in my heart until we see each other again.
27 Months today / Jean (Mom)
It's been 27 months since you left to heaven. Not day goes by I am think of you and miss you word can't describe, my heart hurts. I brought flowers to cemetary, always I feel so empty you can't talk to me. My heart was so heavy.
The Comfort and Sweetness of Peace / Jean (Mom)
After the clouds, the sunshine,
after the winter, the spring
after the shower, the rainbow,
for life is a changeable thing.
After the night, the morning,
bidding all darkness cease,
after life's cared and sorrows,
the comfort and sweetness of peace.
Helen Steiner Rice
Forever Yours / Jean (Mom)
You never really lose anybody you have loved. No matter what may separate you - time, distance, the relationships that preceded or may follow this one, even death- the love you shared and the soul you encountered through that love is yours forever in your heart.
Every person you have loved has changed you. What you have become because of loving them is how they will be with you always. A relationship may come to an end. But love is eternal. You will never lose anyone who you have truly loved."
Daphne Rose Kingma
2009 New Year / Jean (Mom)
Remembering you on New Year!!
The pain of losing you is intense. It reminds of the depth of my love for you. To confront my sorrow, to change my life. Your memory, for the times we laughed, the time we disagreed with each other, the wonderful things you did, always the caring and joy you gave me. Rnter a new year and share this night of remebrance. I cherish the special place in my heart. I thank you for the gift your living brought me.
I love you. I remember you. Your forever in my heart.
2009 New Year
26 months 3 days today / Jean (Mom)
You never really lose anybody you have loved. No matter what may separate you - time, distance, the relationships that preceded or may follow this one, even death - the love you shared and the sould you encountered through that love is your forever in your heart.
Merry Christmas John / Jean (Mom)
Merry Christmas John. Another year with out you on this day Christmas. I longing for your presence today this special day. I miss you, I love you.
I remember when this time of year was filled with anticipation. The buzz of Christmas in the air and a time for celebration. But now our hearts are heavey, as this festive time draws near there'll be an empty place at the table as we gather round this year.
Thought of you today / Jean (Mom)
I thought of you today,that was nothing new. I think of you everyday, I"m always missing you. But today I smiled in spite of myself, though a teardrop fell from my eyes, bittersweet memories deep in my heart, but I know I shouldn't cry. How lucky I was to have you if only for 40 years, How blessed I was to be your mom, and witness your first steps.
I see your eyes shining, when I look at the stars so bright, I feel your arms around me, when the wind cools me down in a hot summer night. You are the voice of the little birds, who come in the early spring, you are the buds on the rosebush, and the blooms that summer brings.
Thank to God / Jean (Mom) Thank to God. I had you for 40 years, I will treasure happy memories and bad. I miss you John.
Thinking of you Jean!! / Terry-Faiths Mom
Happy Thanksgiving Angel John! / Terry-Faiths Mom
26 Months today / Jean (Mom)
The season's come and gone another autum is here. Thanksgiving is tommorow, I surely miss you son. Your handsom smiling face, cheerful voice "Hi Mom" all these are memories now. I will see you my time comes.
Today was 26 months since you are left, I pray every night that you are in safe place with God.
Love you son / Jean (Mom)
Thought of you today, I gave me joy of mother hood, I thank you for your existence 40 years of joy and sadness. I will cherish your memories forever. I miss you John.
25 moths since you are gone / Jean (Mom)
It's been 25 months since you left not a day without thinking of you. I cling to sweet bitter memories that bring you near if only touch you again. I pray that you receive God's comfort and peace.
I cherish all you gave me everyday.
24 months today / Jean (Mom)
Its been 24 Months you left to heaven. Not day goes by that not thought of you. The seasons change autum is here again. I thinking of you the good times we had, you were my proud son, your handsome face, wonderful voice. I miss you so much only the memories. you are in the peaceful place no more pain.
My precious son John Springer forever in my heart.
Revelations/ Jean (Mom)
God shall wipe all tears from their eyes and there shall be no more death,
Nor crying, neither shall there be any more pain: for the former things are passed asway.
And if I go / Jean (Mom)
And if I go, while you're still here Know that I live on. Vibrating to a different measure Behind a veil you cannot see through.
You will not see me, so you must have faith wait for the time when we can soar together again both aware of each other.
Until then , live your life to its fullest And when you need me, Just whisper my name in your heart I'll be there.